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My ship is going to give us all Vaccina. Vaccina is the first vaccine ever made. It was developed by Louis Pasteur to be a vaccine for Small Pox. As you probably know, Small Pox no longer exists, except in two vials under the control of the U.S. government. And So, because the U.S. controls Small Pox, the Navy is afraid Terrorists will use it against us. I don't even want to get into how not possible or plausible or rational this scenario is. Small Pox isn't an airplane. Nobody gets to use it except "cleared" doctors who move it from one room to another. Even if Small Pox miracled it's way into terrorist hands, wouldn't they kill themselves first? Yes. Even if the "Terrorists" magically know how to handle a virus, that miracled it's way into their hands. Why would "they" use it? Releasing a virus hurts everyone. Flying planes into buildings, just pisses most people off. Sure some die, but Stalin killed more people, and Truman gave him a blowjob. My point is terrorists aren't trying to wipe out our species. Small Pox would kill billions. Anyway the real reason I'm pissed is, 1. I have to take this Cow Pox shot 2. It is guaranteed to make me sick 3. I "probably" won't die. Great. So I can rest assured knowing my violent vomiting, headaches, and blood and puss and weakness is only going to last a month. I'm glad they will give the whole ship the disease. So if we get attacked while underway (much more likely than getting Small Pox) we will all be so physically weak, the ship WILL SINK! I just don't want all the pain. The Navy thinks it should force me to endure pain now so I won't die at the same time as everyone else when the terrorists get their magic on the vials and use their magic to release it somewhere I'll be, even though I've been on one ship or another for over a year and the most dangerous place I HAVE EVER BEEN is Tijuana, and I was alone. We patrol peaceful waters surrounded by peaceful, quiet, sleepy nations, like Korea, China, and Russia. Sure things used to happen around here, but I can tell you everyone's asleep around here. Except the South Koreans, they are crazy paranoid, but that's another tale. So I who volunteered for the Navy MUST get sick. So I won't die later. My only value to the Navy is my ability to perform. If I VOLUNTARILY quit instead, they lose everything. I could just start acting like people around me, and not do anything, Objectivists would be proud of me. My point is, I am not the Navy's property. I may or may not get Small Pox. I will get Cow Pox, and get sick. I CAN just stop working and be worse than dead. My free will cannot be removed while my free movement remains. Fuck the Navy. Sure I sound like those bitches, who didn't want the Anthrax shot, but 1. Anthrax DOES kill people 2. What of it? The Navy will never "force" upon us random money to help us combat terrorism. I will never get to swallow any other pill except the one that makes me ill. This argument stems from the Navy's inherent socialistic structure. Except nowun ever scratches my back. I just work, get paid nothing, get money pulled out of my paycheck for "free" services, and work some more. I never get "benefits" I get no "Perks" I get only less than what I put in. I never get any "time off" just standard working hours. In three years I haven't missed one day of work, as far as these fucks are concerned I've been a very good Comrade. So all I want is to just not HAVE to puke for a month, to not HAVE to avoid contact with non virused people, to not HAVE to be careful to not touch the infected area so it doesn't spread. Oh well whatever, one more vaccine, or The Vaccine I should say. Vaccina, may you get me out of some late night watches! I'm a good comrade. The Navy knows this.