My computer's battery will die in 8 min.

You can bet I've stressed myself into a corner. I think I'm in love, that's never happened before. Though it may just be a desire for change. I am trying to not fuck up everything, and I was so close to completly destroying myself. Oh the irony, I can't even fuck up without fucking up my fucking up. 8 min.? I vanquished all the summer mold that had invaded my house while I was underway. I ate noodles and Kim chi for Thanksgiving, and subsequently pissed off too many people doing it. Jesus fucking Christ, you live like a king eat what you want get fat and happy nobody cares, you try to eat healthy and everybody has an oppinion as to why you should act another way. Like when my dad got endless shit for his Atkins diet, which worked By The Way. He lost 30 pounds and has kept it off for two years. Still 8min.? No way, my computer's lying. I want to say much, but whatever. I added a bunch of photos. Not a lot of photos exist of me, I'm usually the one with a camera. 7min. Everytime I think about drinking I remember my Mom, and then I say, well I won't drink THAT much, then I remember Ayn Rand, and I think, Fuck drinking I should be writing or discussing, or building shit, but I'm a little lazy so then I just feel bad, and want a drink, then I feel worse. 6min. Its not all bad, I have butt loads of money because I don't blow it on alcohol. Time's up. I said, and I meant it. I love her, but I won't let the bitch kill me with her sadism.

Hate

I like what Rich Di Donato said about people who hate, so I'll paraphrase; "Jesus Christ was loved enough that people followed him for the rest of his life, and yet even the man who was without sin was hated enough to be murdered. If Jesus couldn't get everyone to like him, don't sweat it when someone hates you." I personally hate only a select few living people. Michael Moore, Fidel Castro, and Kim Jong Il. Maybe a couple more, I don't care. What gets me is when people hate me. Sure, I'm an asshole, but I only act like it to other assholes. I never insult people who aren't attacking me and I don't talk shit unless necessary. I am contrasting myself to Jesus in that, I'm not trying to get anyone on my side. I am a complete individual. I'm nowhere near "sinless" either, not believing in God or respecting religion at all are just too blatant examples. I dedicate this post to all that have managed to find some aspect of me that causes them to wish my death.

I love air. wind makes me happy. I love the sky, rain, snow, hail, sunshine and clouds make me happy. I love success, art and technology make me happy. I love humans, people doing things make me happy. I love life, thoughts, feelings actions and randomness make me happy. I love truth, objectivism makes me happy. I think objectively, therefore nothing I love is unconditional. I love writing, and doing so makes me happy. I only hate that which tries to destroy what I love, for I love it. What do you love? Am I trying to destroy it? If I am, I am happy. I love to destroy what I hate.